M: i don't doubt that, but why would you want to?
me: It's sex. It's good sex. It's there.
M: i just feel like he had so much power over you, that I don't get why you would go back there
me: He's not my problem.
like I'm done letting guys mental states be my mental states
after D completely lost his ish i began to realize it's not me.
I'm amazing. I'm smart. I'm really smart.
and I work hard.
And i may not be a supermodel but I'm attractive
And i'm funny
I'm worth it.
And I may not be worth it to D or B
but both of them are insane.
in.sane.
D is a psycho
B is just depressed
but that doesn't have ish to do with me.
not my headspace
I will leave this space and I will either get engaged to KB or some other wonderful man
but for now.
for now
now I get my rocks off.
And I do i just for me.
And I do it until all of my rocks are off lol
