pretty much.

I'm not going to write you a love song...

because you

asked for one.

cause

you need one.

may feelings burn in a slow hell.

Eff yoooou.

Yes you cosmos. You. For knowing me so well.

You are aware of the potential love that's in your life, but may be frustrated in your efforts to make it real. It might even feel as if someone is pouring cold water on you while you are attempting to soak in some warm rays of sunshine. Fortunately, there is a silver lining to the dark cloud; knowing the truth makes you more powerful than believing in an unrealistic fantasy.

The I's have it...

and apparently the cosmic energy as well.

My latest horoscope:

Communicator Mercury focuses your attention on your 5th House of Self-Expression. You might feel as if you have been waiting for the right moment to share something very dear to your heart with someone special. Now, after careful deliberation you may be ready to show your cards, especially if the risk seems minimal. You won't have a shot at success by keeping secrets now, so you might as well give honest disclosure the chance it deserves.

you don't say schmitty, you don't say.

Apparently I can't resist change...

"The air is thick with emotion this weekend as the Moon enters passionate Scorpio late on Friday night. This is a sign of extremes where the power of desire overcomes reason or the fear of contact shuts us down completely. Major decisions could be made to transform a current relationship, or take more drastic action to find a new partner to satisfy the hunger for a deeper connection."

Lawd have mercy.

Written in the Cosmos?

During my search for wisdom in the universe I came upon this little gem:

The passion of the Sun in Scorpio deepens when Venus enters this sign starting on November 7. Feelings deepen and relationships grow more complex with the love planet in enticing Scorpio. Desires grow stronger, but jealousy and enmity can stir feelings of revenge. Clearly, getting even is no way to get ahead, because the wounds of romantic disappointment are only healed with more love.

I couldn't make this up if I wanted to. The Universe is watching.

My friend and the psychic...

So I was talking to my friend Aubs over the weekend about how I like being single right now. It suits my lifestyle, selfishness, and time schedule. I just could really use a body in bed sometimes- not like that. I will admit to enjoying a good cuddle every 6 months or so. Anyhoo- she suggested that what I needed was in fact was to find the right guy who I'd wanna take from part-time to full time position.

ummm si se dices pero....

I like being single! Why is it that people find it so hard to believe a woman wants to be single? I don't wanna call it a double standard but sometimes psychology beats biology my friends!

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In totally partially related news Aubs and I went to do some fooling around with a psychic the other day (what can I say we were traveling through Georgetown and she was doing readings for $5) and she zeroed in on my love life (personally i'd rather talk about my finances - or lack of) saying that my next boyfriend was already in my life and I was just ignoring it (okay lady thanks for the specifics). As soon as I thought that she gave them to me and said that I was so busy giving all the reasons that it wouldn't work that I ignored the reasons why it could. That could be interesting IF I wasn't fine being me, myself, and I right now.

Maybe I'll see her the next time I get finnicky and want a boo- I'll let her point him out.