Do As I Say Not As I Do?

There are times when I do things without thinking them through. Mostly because my mind is working a million miles an hour on several different things and sometimes it just doesn't catch the body in time. And then I go into 100% type A mode evaluating why I did that and why I didn't go with my normal overthink before doing self.

This all leading up to the fact that I think I broke up with Rupert before I gave it much thought. And if my top secret reason for breaking up with him doesn't work out I'm going to feel like the biggest idiota ever.